I miss but i missed!

i just dont know... i dont know what to write!!! i think im paranoid!! help me! Give me more power to understand everything!!! i just feel sad deep inside!

The Hardship of Life!

When I decided to travel and work here in Sharjah UAE... I know that it will be a huge adjustment, heavy jobs and hard time.... All of those things are already in my mind.. But then I promise to myself that I will set a plan for myself and for my future...

Well... Im sorry if im not able to put some blogs this past few weeks... well one reason is that, It turns arabic everytime i type my blogs at thats extra adjustment for me.. So it takes time for me to formulate english words...

Anyway... I like it here... It gives me great opportunities.. a great life... a wonderful future!!! but then I know the fact that its not all about money... Its about happiness, sometimes! right?! But then... Its already program in my mind.. How are u able to give happiness to the person you love (family, friends, special someone) if u dont have anything to make them happy... ???

I know that many is not the basis of everything... But it gives color.. it gives ambition.. it gives life... These are the things that makes me work hard for me .... and for my future!!!

Well.. I had a very busy week... After I met my General manager, meet new friends and collegues it makes me realize that "Im really here in middle east... working hard and claiming as a CERTIFIED OFW..." its kinda odd you know.. its kinda low class stuff but then i learn to love it... I know that there's no problem being OFWs... the next line will be as "HEROES OF OUR NATION"... but those are true... When u get here.. when u travel and work here.. U know that its not enjoyment... its not pleasure but pure hardwork...

But when I realize everything that im already here... and i already adjusted... It doesnt matter if u are bachelor's degree or a university graduate... its all about hardwork, dedication, movation, focus and what do u want to achieve after few years time... That matters!!!! It is!!! beleive me.. it works...

But then... If you just think and miss philippines.. it makes u weak, depress and makes u want to come back home... but when u realize that there's no life in the philippines, that there's no money there... Well.. thats anotehr thing for u to work hard...

I know that when I left Philippines.. I left my heart there... with my family, with my friends and also with you... (you know who u r) your words makes me feel im just next door or just next city woroking hard... well-motivated for me to finished this contract and be home with u... thats the fact!!! thats why i keep thinking of you... I keep saving all of your messages so that I have this vitamins to stand erect, work my feet and smile everytime i feel tired...

Its funny you know!!! Its funny when u leave someone u love in the philippines and the following day u both miss each other... its really funny when you think your future together and how it will goes in the future...

Its really hard in here... its really hard when I think life here.. but everytime i think of you... Everytime u send me messages... everytime u say the words... Those are the things makes my day lighter... I know.... Yes!! I know im deeply in love with you... and I hope we can wait for the right thing... until the time we meet again... I totally miss you! I totally think that one day... I'll be home... with u... I'll be home with someoen i can call my HUN.... my love...my sweetheart...

This experience is one of the most memorable experience that I ever have... Its about life, dream, ambition, motivation and experience.... Its about building ur ownself... building your life and making ur dream come true!!!

sometimes, its now about luck.. its about hardwork! its about performance! its about you! and its about your future will be!!!

keep it up and u will see the light!!!