ONE THING I HATE ABOUT CHRISTMAS!!!...

Christmas is a very wonderful season to celebrate and this is the best time for us to celebrate the birth of our savior. This is the beginning of hope to everyone and a great start for everyone to feel better....! But then sometimes we forgot to celebrate it in a very right way and this makes me feel irritated... I would like to put emphasis on being a Godfather of my godchildren in my old place... because this is totally bullshit!!!!

Well, I back to my old place to spend christmas with my family and relatives and this time i saw some of my old friends and some people who are the parents of my Godchildren... One thing i hate is that when they see me and talk to me... it makes me feel that its just like a talk for the first time, because they never do that before and if so, well its a total drama... something like reminding you that " Hello, Its Christmas time... dont forget your Godchild on the 25th of december".. Thou its just an interpretation but then thats how i feel when i talk and meet them... it makes me irritated and it makes me feel how sad that they just talking to you because of the purpose of reminding u not to forgot their children...

Well, I dont know, maybe am a bad person regarding that matter but who cares, its just being real to the real world... IF they dont need anything to you of course they will not going to talk to you and if they talk or meet u, for sure its another issue....

Im not against Christmas, but sometimes this season help me to realize how to be real in myself and how this affect the people's understanding and celebrating occasion... Christmas should enjoy whether there's no gift or whether no other friends besides you... As long as you celebrate it with Him and knowing how God is powerful and help us... i think thats the best thing to do and we should be thankful for that......

happy holidays!!!

The Journey Continous...

2006 is another year for me to celebrate... it was a very great year because it gives me a chance to develop my skills and to enjoy life to the fullest... there's a huge trials, experiences, changes and innovations to my life and i accepted it with no regrets... I enjoy everything of it and no questions asked... It so happen that sometimes u feel sad and most often trying to hide that sadness for them not to see or even feel it, but of course there are some people who knows you entirely even when you are happy or sad and that makes me feel im important... It is great for me to celebrate 2006 with my friends and loveones because this thing makes me feel that life is beautiful and meaningful as well... it is great for me to enjoy what God gave to mankind to be happy and to be aware that everything in this world is continous... that everything in this world is meaning and God's gift and of course God's gift includes sacrifice, problems, struggles and diificulties because if you knows how to solve or to answer the following problems and obstacles... it means that God loves you and give you the opportunity to get in touch with him and He's just reminding you that you're being weak and you need someoen to be with in order to be good or better and well to the struggle of life...

I pray that when I die in the future and have the priviledge to talk with God, I will resquest for him to send me back to earth and enjoy it once again to the people i love and for them to appreciate me and for me to make them happy... That life, right?! happiness, forgiveness and sharing, problems, hatred and pain....... it is good because thats how God love us... thats how God make us a better person... a better individual and a better part of the society... thats how a person should handle life... a tough person with a very tough personality... it is important...

IT is important... especially when you're with Him...

The Journey of a 25 years old gayguy...

Life is the best gift of God to mankind because having life is truly the best thing for everyone.. It is an opportunity for us to go and move towards our dreams in life and achieve it with dignity and pride...

I will start this story by knowing how life is very great for me... God gave me the opportunity to experience everything... to have everything and to enjoying everything!!! There's a time that we feel bad and sad because we thought that we are not lucky to have everything in this life and sometimes we fail on our stuff, on our things that we want to achieve. But then, it made me realize that it is a beginning of a new challenge of life... A new start of everything and a thing to look forward too...

I consider myself as a simple person... A simple human being with big dreams and ambition for a better life... a person who is also hungry for success! because sometimes i feel insecured and that made me weak and lazy in doing the right thing and move for best life that i want... sometimes i dont have the patience and just want to rush everything for knowing that time is very important... but once again i realize that we should wait.. we should wait for the right time for us to have what we want... and work on the things that makes us strong and equipped in a world where competition is always everywhere...

People in this world is always looking for something, always looking for a better thing, a better partner, a better job, a better lifestyle, a better enjoyment and a better relationship but who knows what better for us... I beleive that the only constant in this world is Change and this is the best answer for everything... I know that it is really hard for us to stay in one place or to accept the reality and knowing the contentment of life but here we are trying to go more and look for more and want more... Why dont we just stay??!?! why we dont keep our present life and improve it better by doing simple things?!?!?! why we dont keep knowing life as a real thing?! why we dont keep life as a practical thing as well?!

Only us can answer....

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