before the heart month ends....

I really dont know what will gonna happen this year but I consider that this month is amazing month that i will remember even if the year ends.

There are reason why people are looking for a committed relationship.. I am! I always dream and wanted to have a good relationship.. a long time relationship but i know that it will be hard... it will be in different process and will test of time... I never been in a long time relationship but i think 3months is long one... hehehe but kidding aside, i never been to a long one... Never tried... no one like... :(

I know to myself that im easy to have feelings to one person... I just want this person to feel that I will try to be here no matter what... Like what we always say... life is to short to be faithful... heheheheh joke!! LIFE IS SHORT TO WASTE TIME...I always beleive that I can give my heart and my love to a person who will love me the same way I do... I dont know if it is right but I know that in my situation, i dont want to waste time.. instead, to know him well and be with him as long as we both have the same feelings.... It might be crazy to say but I think when you feel that love... you will adjust everything, you will sacrifice everything and you will be with this guy no matter what... It is painful to know if the person leave you because he cheated or seeing someone because he dont have the passion to love you anymore...

Im 26yo but I know the feeling that sometimes, I need someone to cry on.. I need someone to enjoy my nights and days... I like days when u both feel the love and express it in many ways... .I never have this love but like what i always say... This year is the year where i need to be patient, be cool and enjoy everything i have... thats me, that is what i want to be...

you know, I feel so happy sometimes and bad that im still single... i really dont know the problem but sometimes, it is good if u have this feeling or someone to be with and enjoy everyday being togehter... it is really good feeling when you feel different when he is with you and make u smile and make u happy... things change but it is something, you know!?

Do you also want to know my dream wedding??? Funny to say it here, right ??? but my wedding is just simple... me and my partner announcing our committment and vows in front of my friends at the beach... near the seashore, where the sun and water are my witnesses on this forever love... I also like to invite close friends to witness this and to share this moment of me being happy to a person that i want to have for the rest of my life...

Im just a simple guy, I might have some issues but i guarantee you that I will stick to a person I care for no matter what.... It is amazing when you feel something to a person and then all of the suddent you are trying to adjust to know him or to be with him... or happy being dating a person exclusively... isnt it nice??? hhhehehee... I still beleive in a monogamous relationship... I dont know this feelings but I think i will just cherish this...

I feel sad now.. thinking that i am missin something.... :(