Friday, February 27, 2009

CONFESSION OF SHOPAHOLIC MY WAY.. :D


After long day of rest, i have enough time to stroll and visit abu dhabi mall and some botique, i decided to go to cinema and look for which films they are playing right now...

Then, i saw this film entitle the confession of shopaholic which looks cool... Sleazy and cheesy but its a type of film that u will feel good in the end...

Anyway, i will not tell that in details so that you can go theatre and see what this film all about... But this film reminds me of how important credit card and your WANTS and NEEDS in life.. Especially when you are planning to save for something.

This film reminds me of something! This reminds me of avoid using credit cards and of course try to save something for important things that it is really necessary. Soon, i will be in the philippines to spend my vacation, i realize that i really need to save something for myself, my family and friends... i know that this is a tough challenge but i really need to do it. i have to make this things happen and aside from that, i should make this real and able to do it because it is important...

And thats how this film affects my budgeting and my planning to spend my vacation with my family and friends... Nowadays, job is really hard to find... money is really in crisis, we should remember that the best thing to survive is to Save... i think thats all worth it when u get it and accomplish it...

I rated this film as ***** out 10 stars... this is soemthing that we always need to do and should do...

Enjoy the film!!

Friday, February 6, 2009

FINANCIAL CUT OFF OF A GAY GUY...


Last Thursday was another memorable period of our life... its the day where they started to lay off workers from different departments of my company... they started with senior managers followed by call center agent and my fellow designer.


it is really hard to think about this pressure and heavy depression coming in our lives. we are all affected of this phenomena and still we are here, praying and asking for God's guidance about being powerful and have enough strength to continue life and accept the fact that laying off is real.



Today, we feel the pressure and depression of this phenomenon and neither one of us can tell how it will go and who will be the next...all of us are in the situation of uneasiness and i'm sure that all of us are not prepared on this situation.... I myself dont feel good as i dont know what will gonna happen when i get back to philippines... i'm sure i will feel depress and sad...


i hope this will end soon... in this week, i hope and pray that im not one of 160 people that will be soon unenmployed!


so help me God!


Wednesday, January 14, 2009

THE COLORS OF GAY PEOPLE..


The Colors of Gay People

Straight people in the society find gay people as just kinky, flamboyant, happy, creative, artistic and loving. This time, let me share you the different colors of Love when a person such as me find the colors of gay’s heart.

We know that the emblem of gay society is the Rainbow colors. It symbolize diversity, culture and nations of gay people around the world, it also give us the meaning of equality, fairness and acceptance of each gender, sexualities, and preferences no matter how complicated life is. Let me tell you the definition of each color when people like us feel and experience such type.

Red. Red symbolizes Love, gay people are very open-minded in many ways, and it is not only loving other person but loving himself. There are some gays enjoy playing with other people’s heart and ignore the reality and meaning of it. He rather enjoy looking at the mirror and make believe how handsome he is and play with others like a toy or a new stuff that after you use, you will just throw it and keep it the dumpsite. It’s really hard to find true love in this gay world, some are into games, some are not serious and some are just pretending to be in love. In short – red is just another word for blood and a true meaning of being Alone because it never answers the gist of relationship, partnership or even companionship.

Orange. Orange symbolizes Hot guys, people are just being superficial knowing that hot guys are like a bunch of orange fruits under the sun. They always get tan and keep themselves hot and attractive. These people intend to be love but not for long time. It empties his brain and empties his heart by making himself the shallowest person in the gay world. It is hard to define love with them, as it is just for a short period of time. The fact that gaymen are polygamous, it is really hard for them to be in a monogamous relationship and stay in a long term bond.

Yellow. Yellow color stands for Simple guys that just want to have a good relationship with someone that will accept them as them. These people usually cry because of the pain given by other colors that made them stop looking and change their beliefs of true love. This painful reality keeps them in the shadow of loneliness and not trying again and not opening their heart once more.

Green. Green symbolizes Ethnic Origin and Inter-racial love. People around the world are searching for the love they are looking for a long time. These type of people are sort of genuine as they keep asking themselves if they still know how to love and if they can able to find true love. Interracial love is crucial to many as it is complicated and fragile. It involves feelings, emotion, effort and money especially if the moment of the true love and decided to be together. It works for everyone but it ends with no one.

Blue. As a person who always in the shadow of the past, these gay people hide themselves and keep themselves isolated because of the pain that they experiences from the ex’s. It hurts them when they decided to try and failed relationship. These people intend not to love anymore but hate themselves being alone.

Indigo. A virtual love comes with those Indigo gay guys. They believe that relationship works even its online and virtual love. It works even they are in the long distance relationship. As long as they are open to the reality of being gay. It compliments the open relationships that allow everyone to do it even with the knowledge of their partner.

Violet. Violet gay guys refers to a successful relationship. These people are the people who find relationship genuine and important. They believe in monogamous and harmonious relationship that keep them till the end of time. They value relationship as it is a sacred thing happen in their lives. They believe that even you are gay, you can still found the best love in the world. The most harmonious and the most important thing that a gay couple will ever have – marriage.